Life and Sole: When the Dream is Delayed

white picket fenceLife doesn’t always unfold the way we expect. We all have dreams. I was once referred to as ‘the white picket fence girl’. It’s true, I always wanted a family. It wasn’t my only dream, I had many others too. But daring to dream for a family is high on the priority list for many of us. However this dream is an especially tender one, and for an increasing number of women, much heartbreak surrounds this. Tying the knot may be a case of ‘knot yet’.

While many people I know met their life partner or married in their early twenties, I was mid twenties. And I was in my late twenties when I married. I had my first child in my late twenties and two more in my early thirties. Pretty normal these days, especially amoung professional people. And some people wait even longer. But if I had had a choice, I would have married younger and therefore had children slightly younger. But I didn’t have a choice. It wasn’t something that I couldn’t have engineered any earlier. Waiting is hard. And many young people today have an especially difficult time as they are waiting much longer to have a family. They may feel like they are in ‘a waiting room’.

I once listened to a radio broadcast on the topic of why so many women are ‘delaying childbirth’. And I really wanted to call or write in, because no one mentioned the one obvious factor. That it really wasn’t a choice. It was assumed that childbearing was something that women were choosing to delay, but in many cases, it is outside their realm of control because they don’t have a partner. This trend has been referred to as ‘the delayer boom’. It’s not that women are necessarily more focussed on their career or on earning money to buy a house, although those are factors that do come into play, as does the reality that many young people have rather large student loans. I recall that we had been married only a month or two, when people started asking when we were going to have children. It seems to be culturally sanctioned to ask people all manner of personal questions these days. It is something that I have learned not to ask people, as for many the dream is delayed.

One school of thought suggests that young adults should be as deliberative about having children as they are about becoming married. But for many folks, they simply haven’t met the right person. Perhaps discussions about ‘the delayer boom’ need to sensitively acknowledge that choice doesn’t come into it for many women. People can be very insensitive about the trend for women to become mothers later in life. Obviously women need to be aware that perhaps it is optimal to avoid delaying childbearing if one has the choice. However research shows that for parents who are a little older for whatever reason, there are many psychological and economic advantages. And many young parents do a fabulous job of parenting too.

It seems to be harder to meet a marriage partner today. No there doesn’t have to be an explanation for why someone is single, not is there is anything wrong with someone for being single. There are many reasons for delayed marriage, but it would be fair to say that there is alot of brokenness around today. It is wise to be careful and (prayerful!) about who you marry as this decision has the potential to affect your life positively or negatively more than any other decision. Many young people seem to be taking marriage more seriously and deliberately than generations past,  which is perhaps a good thing. But many have witnessed a common trend for men to fear commitment and for women to panic because they see no potential spouse in sight.

There can also be significant pressure in Christian culture to marry and to have children, with some congregations wishing to encourage and advocate for younger marriage. I can see the merit in this although some younger marriages may have more struggles. It really depends on the couple. I wonder whether the tendency of churches to encourage younger marriage just adds to the pressure that single people often feel to marry. Yes marriage and family need to be upheld in church but perhaps we need to be careful about the messages that this sends to single people.

The Many Colours of Childlessness

While many women eventually marry and have children, there are also some women who may never have children. For some, this is heartbreaking. And in Christian communities where there is an abundance of children, the pain may run especially deep. But there are many colours of childlessness, and there are women who don’t wish to have children. I read of one blogger who has never wished for children. She writes that she always felt the need to explain and defend the choice of childlessness. Personally I don’t think it is selfish to not want to have kids, as it’s not for everyone. Some people just know from an early age that they never wanted children. The desire just isn’t there. For others it is more complicated. Consider that ‘The room called childlessness has many doors, not just ‘didn’t want’ or ‘couldn’t have’. Perhaps we need to respect childlessness as a choice, a concept that may be somewhat contraversial in Christian circles. Because have we in the Christian church turned marriage and parenting into idols? Women should not be made to feel they are failures or “second class” if they never marry or never have children, but this is too often what happens in many churches – and this is not what Christ intended. Our identity is not in our ability to breed.

The author of a website called ‘Savy Aunty’ has written in the Huffington Post of her ‘secret grief’ of being over 35, single and childless. She writes that while grief for couples who struggle with infertility is accepted, grief for women (or men) who are single and childless in their thirties and forties is not so widely acknowledged.

It’s assumed that women just don’t understand that their fertility has a limited lifespan or that they are being reckless with chance. Women are labeled “career women” ‘as if we graduated college, burned our bras and got jobs to exhibit some sort of feminist muscle’. Or, it’s assumed we’re not ‘trying hard enough,’ or we’re ‘being too picky.’ This silent grief is often referred to as disenfranchized grief.

People may assume that the person never wanted any children. These assumptions of others can be difficult to cope with. And even remarks by well-meaning friends and family members can make them feel “less than” for not being mothers. In heartbreaking stories, Notkin reveals why “circumstantial infertility” can be as devastating as biological infertility.

She notes that “the rise of childless women may be one of the most overlooked and underappreciated social issues of our time.” Melanie Notkin (Savvy Auntie) coined the term “otherhood” to describe “the misunderstood group of women doing our best to live full and meaningful lives despite the frustrations of some of the most cherished longings’. Otherhood gives voice to a growing sector of society of society: women who are still waiting for love, marriage and children. ‘Otherhood’ has been described by one reviewer as ‘heartbreaking, insightful and ultimately affirming by one reviewer, and by another reviewer as an ‘anguished but undefeated post-feminist battle cry on behalf of childless women of a certain age who refuse to settle for a lesser love.’ Melanie Notkin gives a ‘giant comforting hug’ to the millions of women who don’t fit neatly onto the traditional timeline of marriage and motherhood. She compassionately and gently suggests that there are many paths to fulfillment and happiness in otherhood where women embrace love, commitment and mothering at different times and in different ways than they had ever imagined.

savy auntie


I have endeavoured to deliver this topic delicately, because there can be so much pain in people regarding these issues, and any discussion of singleness and childlessness is guaranteed to encourage some and offend some.There are no easy answers when one feels as if they are in a waiting room. It can be really difficult to trust God when hope is deferred. The Bible says that hope deferred makes the heart sick. We in the church need to be considerate of the feelings of single women who are childless. Perhaps the two most overlooked and forgotten groups in Christendom are singles and married couples who have not chosen to be childless. How often do we overlook the people who are single but strongly desire to be married with children? Do we ignore the agony of couples who desperately desire a child but have not been able to conceive or adopt? And how have we shunned couples who have prayerfully chosen to remain childless in a culture that prioritizes having a family? Ministry to these individuals ought to be compassionate yet not condescending, and there is a fine line. We need to mourn with those who mourn, and bear one anothers burdens. One of the bloggers I follow has written a lovely post titled: 11 Ways Married Women Can Serve Single Women. She talks about the invisible wall that often exists between the two groups, and suggests ways that women in two different walks of life can grow together. While married women and single women may often struggle to be friends, we must try, so that we can minister life and hope into one another’s lives.


Lemon-Aid for Live Below the Line


Well it’s my first taste of freedom since I began the Livebelowtheline Challenge last Monday. I enjoyed a homemade latte this morning, and I never want to see another lentil in my life, well at least, not for awhile! But for many women and children around the world, they are not so fortunate, nor are they free. And their freedom is worth fighting for.

The brutal truth about trafficking is haunting. Right now, an estimated 4.5 million women and girls are held in brothels against their will. The average age of a victim is only 12 years old and keeps on decreasing.

Sex trafficking is a major source of income for criminal networks, earning them an estimated $USD 99 billion in profits, whilst the women they enslave are subject to horrific abuse.

I wanted to take part in this challenge, to help, even if it is only in a very small way. As William Wilberforce once said, “You may choose to look the other way, but you can never say again that you did not know.”

It wasn’t easy eating for $2.25 a day, nor was it very interesting, and it required some planning. But I didn’t go hungry, with the help of a fantastic cookbook that has been published by Tear Fund. ‘One Helping’ has some very nice recipes, and all servings are costed out at 75 cents or less. My favourite meal would have to be the ‘Country Pizza.’

country pizza

As it was the school holidays, we had a little lemonade stand yesterday with all proceeds going to Tear Fund. To my surprise we made more than I thought we were going to. A big thank you to a friend who came to help and made these delicious New York baked pretzels, which were a big hit. It was great fun for the kids, and even though they don’t need to know what trafficking is, they learned about giving to others in poor countries who don’t have enough to eat. And a lemonade stand is a fun way to practice maths!

pretzelsSo thank you to all who sponsored me for this challenge. All the proceeds go to Tear Fund to help rescue victims of trafficking. To fight trafficking, Tear Fund works in partnership with Nvader and Share and Care in Southeast Asia, providing education to at-risk communities about the dangers of trafficking, rescuing and rehabilitating women and children who have been trafficked and prosecuting those responsible.


The Storm

The Storm

THE  STORM: By Marcie Watson

Are their storms within our wellspring,

Which cry out for release?

Like the pondering of ocean waves

Upon relentless seas

Or perhaps they’re more like crackling thunder

Which warn us of the worst

Or hit us hard like lightning bolts,

Leaving damage where it hurts

Then, there are brief afternoon showers,

Where we accompany the rain,

Because their is a cleansing,

When tears can finally drain

Whether we are in the eye of the storm,

Or through the other side

The thunderhead can be lifted,

If we only look to Christ

For I tell you, there is sunshine

Peace and comfort too

It is he who understands our storms,

And is with us all the way through

What storm are you fighting?

My friend, please don’t be consumed

The source of life is waiting,  let his sunshine, his love break through.

cast your care

Parenting in the Pressure Cooker: Is Raising Kids Tougher Today?

pressure cooker parentingMany seem to agree that mothers have their hands full today. Parenthood has always been a demanding job, but surveys of the public confirm that many people see raising kids as being tougher today that it was in the 1960’s or 70’s. Roughly eight out of ten women agree that being a mother today is more difficult than it was twenty or thirty years ago. In fact, I have heard so many mature folk comment that there are more pressures on families today, and on women in particular. I’m not wanting to romanticize the ‘good old days’, we all know that many aspects of living today may be easier, what with the convenience of mod cons. Possibly the main tasks of feeding, clothing and educating our children have never been easier. And with regard to physical safety, in many ways our children are safer today than they ever have been with the introduction of carseats, vaccinations, and medical and surgical advances. But consider that you almost need a degree in carseat wrangling to decipher some infant carseat configurations! And baby carriers too!


Is our generation the pressure cooker generation? Is there more stress today? Many people see the biggest challenge of raising kids today, to be the influences of society. Drugs, alcohol, peer pressure, the media. Changing views.  Beyond societal influences, teaching morals and values, and maintaining discipline are significant concerns for many parents. But is 21st century life damaging our children? Well known British educationalist Sue Palmer thinks so. In her book ‘Toxic Childhood’ she argues that the last couple of decades has seen huge changes in adult lifestyles, which have affected the way we look after children, both at home and in school. Toxic Childhood explains how a toxic mix of side-effects of cultural change may be affecting the development of a growing number of children. Toxic Childhood also explains how a few simple adjustments to life-style in areas such as diet, screen time and exposure to nature, can ‘detoxify’ children’s lives.

Much research has confirmed that being a parent today is very different than it was a generation or two ago, and that it may in fact be harder, as we are expected to do more with our children than parents in previous generations did. Granted, we may have smaller families than they had a hundred years ago,  although is the birth rate may be slowly increasing. When I was growing up in the 80s, two children seemed to be the norm in middle class families, whereas today, three or four children is becoming more commonplace. On average, parents are older and more educated, and perhaps more materially well off. Furthermore, it has only been in recent decades that becoming a parent has become a choice. It used to be the norm. Now it is an option, although still a fairly universal experience.

Some research confirms that today’s parents are spending more time with their children. We are more involved in our children’s education. We read to our children more and help with homework. And perhaps we are more child centered? In generations gone by, children were sent outside to play and told to come back at dinner time. Or they fitted in around household chores. In talking with my grandmother, ‘children were seen and not heard’. In interviews with older folk for the book ‘Nostalgia’, author Janelle Wilson discovered sentiments such as ”I don’t envy people raising children today.’ and ‘It seems that people pay alot of attention to their children today, or they keep them really busy with activities, or they raise themselves.’ ‘The expressions of kids are more violent, I wouldn’t want to be a parent of young children today.’ It seems that people used to be able to let their children roam the neighbourhood, walk to school, and climb trees. My grandmother often went to the beach at the age of five with just the supervision of her two older siblings (aged eight and ten), and with no adult in sight. While this was commonplace back then, it is something that would be unthinkable now. I let my son climb a tree outside our house and someone walking by questioned my decision! Have we become health and safety mad?. In this generation of helicopter parenting, it can be hard to get the balance right between being an involved parent but not a smothering one.


Family life may not have changed that dramatically in the last few generations. Rather, the bread and butter of family life may have remained the same in many ways, as the needs of babies and young children are the same—however outside the home the rapid rise of commercialism has meant that there has been an expansion of opportunities, choices athat make child rearing possibly all the more challenging. We are the microwave generation, and children are more used to instant gratification. And perhaps there is less community today. This is a common sentiment. Many mothers carry a burden that would be better shared by wider family. It takes a village to raise a child, but where is the village? We have online communities, but many people today don’t know their neighbours.

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And then there is the whole host of different parenting philosphies that one is bombarded with. This can cause confusion for many first time parents especially. In parenting it is about trusting one’s instincts, but for me, and I’m sure this is true for many parents, trusting one’s instincts and developing confidence took time. And having a baby is not just about raising a child to be a healthy, literate adult. From the moment you announce your joyful news, it often means navigating a minefield of contradictory advice on just about everything: what to eat and avoid during pregnancy, how to give birth, whether to have pain relief during childbirth, sleep training versus co-sleeping, disposables versus cloth nappies, how and when to potty-train one’s child, breast feeding versus bottle feeding, schedule versus attachment parenting, using a buggy versus baby wearing. I recall talking to my mother about how many new mothers benefit from the support of a lactation consultant. Her response was – goodness me, we didn’t have lactation consultants in my day! Then there are the options of staying home versus going back to work, how much time our kids should spend watching TV (if at all), exercising, reading, what they should wear. And  the considerations of schooling – at what age should our kids enter kindergarten, if at all. And whereas most children used to go to the local school, we now have more choice, and the option of home schooling. And we can deliberate over what to feed our children, given that much of our food source has been defiled by chemicals today, and allergies and intolerances seem to be on the rise. Should we be sugar-free, gluten-free, wheat-free?


Credit: Henry Essenhigh Corke (1883-1919); Autochrome. Collection of National Media Museum

It is common for parents to feel overwhelmed, and is it any wonder? Is it also any wonder that we can become uncertain and defensive about our choices? There is a dizzying array of important considerations that are vying for our attention where raising our kids is concerned. Is too much knowledge a dangerous thing? Thanks to google and the fact that many of today’s parents are educated up the eyeballs, we seem to question everything.

The blogger Jennifer Fulwiler summed up the feelings of many parents rather well in her blog Conversion Diary:

And I need — desperately, seriously, dying-man-in-the-desert-level need — one area of my life as a parent that I do not have to agonize about. As a modern mother, I am required to obsess over every. single. aspect. of my children’s lives. I have to make ALL THE CHOICES about ALL THE THINGS and I am EXHAUSTED.

Sorry for the caps lock, but seriously, people, I am supposed to be pouring all this energy into what food we eat and what types of shows they watch and what type of video games they play and how much time they spend doing those things and what sports they play and what sorts of clothes they wear and whether we should vaccinate and circumcise and pierce ears and…GAH! I can’t even send my kids to the school down the street without second-guessing it because now we have the options of homeschooling and charter schools.’ (

There are many other factors that may make us sometimes feel like we are parenting in a pressure cooker rather than in a slow cooker. Since the 1980’s it has been more difficult to live on one income, and many families require two incomes to meet a mortgage. The cost of living is rising. We also have much higher material expectations today, and we have so much stuff, that makes managing the mess of family life much more difficult. And thanks to the feminist revolution (from which many positive outcomes resulted) women are now expected to do it all, and the result is that many women are stressed and exhausted, and for some, their health may be compromised. There is also a lack of respect for homemaking as a viable vocation today and many have felt the need to reclaim homemaking as an important role.

We can also consider whether commercialism makes life busier, and parenting more challenging? Do the myriad of activities that kids are engaged in add stress to families? And do cash strapped educational and community groups have high expectations of parental involvement? There are many issues.

We are also the first generation of parents of IEverything. We live in a world of Ipads and Iphones. 24-7 screen availability and cyber footprints. ‘IEverything’ may just be one of the most pressing concerns in child development today. Sue Palmer seems to think so.

Perhaps there was a time when parents did what had been done for generations. And perhaps there are some disadvantages to living in a cultural environment where you don’t question things, and you do things the way things have been done for generations. But at least you wouldn’t have to exhaust yourself analyzing every single parenting decision that you make.

Certainly we ought to put some thought into how we feed, educate, and raise our children, even if today’s vast array of choices means those decisions are harder to make than they were for previous generations. Perhaps we need to get back to basics, to think about parenting in the slow cooker lane rather than in the pressure cooker lane, I’m learning to slow life right down (as much as we can) so that family life isn’t as hectic and frazzled. And maybe the best option is simply to realize that most parents really are trying to do what’s best for their kids, and to extend a little more grace to the parents who raise their kids differently to us. There is so much judgment placed on parents today, and mothers seem to be judged more harshly than fathers.

And while we think that raising kids is tougher today, perhaps our parents or grandparents would have said the same thing of their generation too. We also see the impact of the parenting role differently. We are perhaps more psychologically aware today. We know how important it is to say ‘I love you’ to our children, to demonstrate affection, and to allow our children to talk about their feelings. And perhaps raising kids is tougher today, but the fruits of our labour are worth it. It’s still the most rewarding, wonderful job.


Daring to Dance with My Dearest: The Love Dare Challenge

Daring to Dance with my DearestDancing freely in front of others is not something that I am all that comfortable with. In fact, I’ve often joked that God would really have to set me free to enable me to dance!

But I’ve often thought of marriage as a dance. The country music song that says “Life’s a dance, you learn as you go” does seem to be true — especially in marriage. Perhaps a good marriage is a bit like ballroom dancing. It takes time to learn the steps in marriage. Beginner dancers are often awkward and clumsy. The movement doesn’t flow with the music, and everything becomes ill at ease. To dance with a partner takes sacrifice, determination and concentration from one person, and gentle guidance and skill from the other.

When you dance with a partner you are pushed away and pulled back, you are wrapped in a hold then spun back out on your own. It requires you to dance in time to the music, pay attention to the subtle cues from your partner, and try not to miss the beat, whether you’re leading or being led. One person has to lead, as when two people try to lead, nothing flows. When one person realizes that, and lets the other lead, both bodies begin to flow with the music. One gives gentle cues, and two become one unit, moving gracefully and beautifully. If you start dancing on your own terms, you’re likely to stumble or step on your partner’s toes. You must lead or follow. When you follow, you listen for cues with every part of your body. When you lead, you must aim to make your partner look like a great dancer, even if it means doing a quick shuffle to correct for a misstep, or extending an arm to prevent a collision that your partner doesn’t forsee.

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The dance of marriage is important. God loves marriage. But no marriage is perfect. The brutiful truth is that marriage isn’t always easy. But if we have children and we are married, what better gift can we give our children than the gift of graciously loving their father or mother?

I recently came across the concept of ‘Slow Marriage’. The therapist who developed this concept writes:

Often spouses expect a marriage to support them through a breathtakingly busy life without realizing that a marriage nurtures us only when we nurture it’.  

‘Slow Marriage is not about off-loading the stuff you love, or giving up on your dreams.  Instead, let’s get past silly tips and mommy wars and figure out how to make love last in the midst of a hurried life.’

Time can be a silent yet significant factor in any marriage. And busyness can be a barrier to having a flourishing marriage. If one is not mindul of this, busyness can even slowly squeeze the life out of a marriage so that the couple is co-existing in parallel universes. And are we expecting more from marriage today? In generations past, to a certain extent people married to have their physical needs taken care of, that of having a roof over their heads and food on the table. But today, do we have higher expectations? Do we expect that our spouse will help support our personal growth? Do we expect marriage to accomplish much, without giving our marriage the time that it so needs in order to flourish? Does a focus on personal growth make it difficult to stay married? So often in marriage we get busy with the demands of life and we end up functioning on auto-pilot, which is not helped by the reality that we live in a world that attacks and devalues marriage all the time. Consider that the current social trends toward helicopter parenting or longer work hours may mean that our marriages are surviving on reduced rations. They may even be starving or struggling for air.

If this is the case, how do we get more ‘oxygen’ into our marriage?

Consider that if we were to be gasping for oxygen on an aeroplane, we would be advised to put on our own oxygen mask, before we place an oxygen mask on our children (if we have children). Perhaps this is the same in family life. In a world that is child-centred in some ways, perhaps it is our marriages that require the application of an oxygen mask before our children. 

There are many fantastic marriage resources available today. Many couples may be embarrassed to attend ‘a marriage course’ for fear that others may think that their marriage is in crisis. But these courses are for any couple, not matter what the health status of their marriage is, and they aim to enrich and strengthen one’s marriage, rather than functioning as the ambulance at the bottom of the cliff. My husband and I have attended a few marriage enrichment courses over the years. ‘The Marriage Course’ was beneficial. Structured over five or six enjoyable evenings out, we studied the course material and watched the DVD’s  at a candle-lit table for two with coffee, dessert, and no interaction with other couples (See: We would really like to attend a WeekendtoRemember conference at some stage, but this is also on our to-do list, childcare permitting. (

And recently, ‘Refresh’ a women’s group that I attend has been studying The Love Dare Challenge. The Love Dare Challenge is referred to in the movie FIREPROOF, which I saw a few years ago ( In FIREPROOF, a couple dares to rescue their ‘choking’ marriage from the ‘flames’ of divorce and temptation using The Love Dare book as a guide. The love dare series aims to fireproof one’s marriage through ‘melting hardened, separated hearts into an enduring love that can withstand the flames of fear, pride and temptation’. As a women’s group, we studied the Love Dare Devotional, which aims to steer participants through the ‘fiery’ challenge of developing a strong, committed marriage in a world that ‘threatens to burn it to the ground’. We didn’t complete the 40-day journey, however we had two different ‘dares’ to carry out each week, over a four week period. These dares were simple acts of love for one’s spouse, such as being aware of how we are speaking to our spouse, and how we greet them. Daring to spend time together without talking, just being, shoulder to shoulder. Areas that I fall short in time and time again.

But the love dares were very useful exercises. And we are trialling 20 minutes couple time a day, with no technology (not easy for me, a self-confessed technology addict!). We are daring to dance with each other, even though dancing (for me anyway) is not really my cup of tea! To find out more about the Love Dare book, please visit:


I Write….

I write

By Marcie Watson.

I write to find such splendour in your earths design,

I write to find the sense of what’s beautiful to your eyes,

I write to speak the truth of what can be eternal life to all,

I write with joy and obedience of this gift, to your call.

I write to convey emotion, experience of human kind,

I write to capture beautiful memories stored deep in my mind,

I write to catch a small breath O God, of who you actually are,

I write what is captivating to my eyes, such as a child’s face; a fallen star.

I write from what’s inspired, as I journey through this life,

To bring forth a mighty message, which we need to hear at times,

I write to express my intricate wonder and discovery of places,

I write to describe those who’ve touched my life, the many special faces.

I write because I’m challenged by this world’s toil and pain,

But with all reason I write to speak of “hope” which lies with Christs name,

I write to speak of themes in life we all can take hold,

I write to reveal my thoughts on justice, dignity, honour told,

I write from being stirred to bless another soul,

I write because it is part of me and in my spirit I feel whole,

I write because within me, it’s what I truly adore,

I write to glorify you, because I love you deeply, LORD.

My dedication, my purpose, my life.

1 Peter

How to Host a Wearable Arts Party for Kids

wearable arts party

Wearable arts – ‘the event that makes Lady Gaga look like a librarian’, is where fashion, art and theatre collide. My mother and sister love World of Wearable Arts (WOW) and are travelling to Wellington next week for the event. Some of it is a little too arty for me, however it was the inspiration for my daughter’s birthday party as I wanted something a little bit different. My daughter loves dresses and if there were a film to describe her life, it would probably be ’27 dresses.’

27 dresses Bear in mind that this was a child’s version of wearable arts, and we didn’t make brassiere’s out of bottle tops! Initially I was inspired by ‘Mayhem’ a mother and daughter duo whose beautiful paper dresses have gone viral. You can find out more about Mayhem here:



wow sign

Wearable Arts was a deceptively easy birthday party to organise, and it was also fairly frugal. I cleaned out our garage, and turned this into a ‘Wearable Arts Design Studio.’ I put all sorts of upcycled papers (crepe, wrapping paper, foil, bows, ribbons, doilies etc) into one large box and had another box with old pieces of leftover fabric. We had a table with scissors, tape and glitter galore. With some adult supervision, the children (aged 4-7) were able to design and make their own wearable art creations. We also made necklaces out of coloured macaroni and string.


Then we moved to the lounge and had our wearable arts ceremony. We had lots of fairy lights, and a catwalk made out of red paper stuck together with sellotape. We played the World of Wearable Arts Music through the internet, and each child had a go showing off their creation on the red carpet. We had a judge who announced the winner of the most creative costume.







We had afternoon tea in the middle of the wearable arts activities, and I threw in a Frozen theme for the party table. The cupcake dress and shoes tied in with the fashion theme, and we also munched on sandwiches with a sign saying ‘We finish each other’s….sandwiches’. There was a white chocolate fountain – ‘Elsa’s endless winter fountain’, Sven’s veggie and cheese platter, and Olaf’s popcorn. In my attempt to make the party food healhy-ish, we had soda water with berries in the top. To my surprise the kids seemed to really enjoy this.

frozen partyelsa cupcake dresswow7Wearable arts was a fun theme, and would be suitable

for older kids too. Now there is an awful mess to clean up, and I need a cup of tea and a lie down!

sugar free party favours

Make Life Blossom: Spring Cleaning for the Soul

make life blossom

It was Shakespeare who wrote: ‘April hath put a spirit of youth in everything.’ But if Shakespeare had lived down under, he may well have wrote that: ‘September hath put a spirit of youth in everything.’ Many of my readers will be in the throes of the fall (or autumn as well call it in our neck of the woods). But for us here down under, we have witnessed the first buds of spring. Spring speaks of promise, hope, fresh starts, and new life. My own spring baby celebrated her birthday today. And instead of a clear spring day today, we were blessed with refreshing spring rain. What is not to like about spring? The blooming blossom trees, daffodils dancing daintily in the wind, surprise bulbs and self-seeded brocoli springing up in the garden. A chance to shake off the winter weariness that has been.


In the Bible September is Rosh Hashana – the biblical new year. Rosh Hashanah means, literally, “head of the year” or “first of the year.” It is a time to begin again, letting go of past mistakes and grabbing hold of God’s grace. I’ve been reminded this week that gratitude changes my attitude. Perhaps thankfulness is a good place to begin.

And spring is a chance to attempt some spring cleaning. Spring cleaning has always seemed overwhelming to me. Where to begin? And so this year I developed a spring cleaning monthly roster with one manageable task per month, so that I don’t have to attempt to spring clean everything in one season.

monthly home makerover plan

I’ve always liked outer appearances to be tidy, however the truth is that if you were to open the closets in our house, you might see a different picture. In our household we have ‘the messy drawer.’ But the mess isn’t really limited to just one drawer. There are many ‘messy drawers’ in our household. I ‘spring cleaned’ my closet the other week, and now it needs re-arranging again. Family life is beautifully messy.

Isn’t our spiritual life a bit like this too? If we are honest, our spiritual lives can be a bit like our messy drawers. We hide things in there that we don’t want anyone to see – the negative thoughts, bad attitudes, resentments. We may tidy these up, only to fall back into bad habits of negativity or complaining. I love how Ann Voskamp writes ‘I’m preaching the gospel to myself’, and so in that vein I have asked myself a few questions this spring. While my closet may be in dire need of a makeover, are there areas of my inner house that require interior redecorating also? How can I clear out the clutter so that new life can blossom? What might be interfering with making my relationship with God a top priority.  Am I devoting more time and energy to watching TV or surfing social media than I am in devoting time with God?


Spring is a time to tend to the garden. And what about the garden of our heart? Are there any weeds that need to be uprooted? What about the sin that so easily entangles? Are there any seeds of resentment or unforgiveness? If so, we can draw near to God and ask Him to cleanse us. The more we invite the Holy Spirit to blow the fresh air of His grace into our lives, the more we become aware of how our soul may need a good weeding, as well as a clean, dust, vacuum and polish.  God is a God of grace, and there’s no sin too messy for God to tidy when we follow His cleaning plan of confession, repentance, and reconciliation.

Psalm 51:10

Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me.

Hebrews 10:22
Let us draw near to God with a sincere heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from a guilty conscience and having our bodies washed with pure water.


Spring is a good time to de-clutter. De-cluttering in the household arena is a constant battle. I find as soon as I throw out one bag of things, more things come into the house. And one of the biggest areas of struggle for most of us lies in removing the rubbish from our minds. There is so much rubbish in this world. One only has to look at what is on the television and in media. Perhaps we need to dust off the Bible, and feed our minds and spirits the Word of God.

And just as we may give away garments that no longer work for us, or sell or pass on children’s clothes that they have grown out of, we take off garments that we may have worn in the past, garments of pride or envy, so that we can be clothed more fully with Christ.

Romans 12:2

Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.

2 Corinthians 10:5
We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.

Spring cleaning for the soul is housekeeping that goes beyond what others see. God is always at work on our internal housekeeping and our lives can blossom when we obey what He is wanting to do in our lives. We can open the windows of our soul and dust off the layers from our past. We can trust that as we cooperate with God in this season, He will clean out the dross, and we will be drawn into intimacy with Him, as we passionately pursue His presence above all else.


Just a Spoonful of Sugar: Aren’t Our Children Sweet Enough?


My children are sweet….well, most of the time that is. And I’m sure your children are too. But if your children are anything like mine, they sure do have a sweet tooth. And one thing I have observed about my children after they have consumed a significant amount of sugar, is that their behaviour is often less than sweet. Last week I watched with curiosity the Nigel Latta documentary on the impact of sugar – ‘Is sugar the new fat?’. As Latta says ‘Sugar is utterly entrenched in our way of life, but now so is type 2 diabetes.’ We know that sugar is implicated in obesity, a crippling health crisis associated with many other poor health outcomes too, and having trained as a health psychologist, I’ve seen firsthand patients with type 2 diabetes and associated complications. In fact, type 2 diabetes may bankrupt the health system due to the cost of dialysis from renal complications. Alarmingly, the rate of hospital admissions from diabetes related complications is increasing by 10% a year in New Zealand.  We know that sugar is bad news. Refined sugar represents empty calories, and there are no processes in the body that require refined sugar. In a nutshell – a little sugar in the diet is ok, alot is not.

But I should probably add a disclaimer. This post is not to condemn anyone or to tell anyone what they should be doing. It’s merely a reflection of what I would like to change in my own family. As a parent, you can often feel like parenthood is a lengthy list of do’s and don’ts. And when you have little kids you can feel very busy. Sometimes you may feel that you don’t even have time to think about what you are putting in your trolley, and you can buy things on autopilot just to get through, especially if you have several wee ones in tow at the supermarket. I know that I have often felt this way. The convenience foods are easier because they are just that – convenient.

The diagram below demonstrates how much sugar is present in popular foods that children consume. It seems that many processed foods contain more sugar than we realise. Sugar is hidden in almost all processed foods, because it is inexpensive. As a parent I’ve been fairly moderate to relaxed about the diet of my children. Some of my friends are much stricter about sugar and I admire them for that. I don’t buy sugar laden cereals, sweets or fizz, but there is always room for improvement. And the birthday parties I’ve hosted over the years? Well if I’m honest there is usually enough sugar to sink a ship and start a diabetes epidemic!

But recently I’ve wondered whether I should become stricter about my family’s intake of sugar. And so without telling the kids, I’ve changed our diet to mostly sugar-free. I haven’t bought biscuits or muesli bars and the little baking I have done over the last weeks has been sugar free, to which the kids have turned their noses up! But they have always been rather fussy, even with some baking that contains plenty of sugar. They particularly turned their noses up at the thought of a new recipe that I’d like to try – sugar-free cookies made out of chickpeas. Granted, they don’t sound too appetizing, and it may be the case of ‘Don’t tell them it’s healthy and they’ll eat it by the plateful.’ On reading this post, my husband, who has a penchant for pudding, was a little concerned that our pudding night might be ommitted! But I reassured him that pudding is still on the menu once a week.

I’m also trying to change the types of snack foods that the kids consume after school and other snack times. If we have biscuits in the house they are discovered pretty quickly, so I’m trying to opt for fruit or savoury snacks. And who knew that plain popcorn for example, contains more anti-oxidants than brocoli! My kids still have yoghurt pottles in their lunchboxes as they love youghurt, but these contain four teaspoons of sugar – eek! If I got really motivated I could make my own yoghurt with reduced sugar….



Did you know that the average New Zealander consumes 32 teaspoons of sugar per day, whereas the recommended amount is nine teaspoons per day? And it’s not just the increased incidence of diabetes in the population that is concerning. Dental health professionals say that children are having their teeth removed at an alarming rate. What alarmed me the most in this documentary was the toddler who had dental complications and needed six teeth removed, due to excessive consumption of fizzy drink. This was heartbreaking to watch. I really felt for his parents too. We can often point the finger and judge, but we don’t know their circumstances.

If you want to view ‘Is sugar the new fat?’, here is the link: The nutritionist who provided consultation to the Nigel Latta show has also written an excellent blog post to help people understand how to evaluate how much sugar is in their food, and how they can reduce sugar in their diet. Here is the link:

Celebrating without Sugar

Most people know that I am party mad. But I have a goal of hosting healthy birthday parties from now on, or healthy-ish at least. I attended a fourth birthday a few weeks back (yes my social life now revolves around going to kid’s parties). My friend had presented really healthy food, and I was pleasantly surprised to see that most of the kids at the party got stuck in to it. This inspired me to try and make my parties less of a junk food extravaganza. My daughter’s birthday party is scheduled for next weekend, and apart from the cake (oh ok, and a small chocolate fountain), there will be no other junk food. My kids love fizzy water, so instead of pink lemonade there will be soda water with berries in the top, a fruit platter, veggie platter with hummus, egg or ham sandwiches and popcorn. And the party favours are going to be sugar free too.

When persuing the aisles of the ‘red supermarket’ (the Warehouse) last Saturday, I was shocked to notice that Christmas confectionery and chocolate advent calendars are now on sale. I guess it’s only four months til Christmas. But am I the only one who thinks that this is commercialism gone mad? I think for Christmas this year we will put something sugar free in each pocket of the advent calendar. I don’t want to be a Christmas kill-joy, but I figure that the kids get enough sweet stuff from everywhere else especially at this time of the year, and it’s just the little changes that make a difference.

If you are a health guru, I need your expertise. Perhaps you’ve made your own ‘gluten-free bliss balls’ or you’ve tried and tested sugar-free recipes on discerning young food critics. If so, please post a comment or link up a recipe below. I’d love to establish a repertoire of sugar-free recipes. Sometimes we think that processed foods contain only a spoonful of sugar. But chances are, they contain more than just a spoonful. And aren’t our children sweet enough?

 sugar free party favours

Take a Look at Creation

Take a look at creation

I am excited to present a guest blog post by my friend Marcie Watson, who writes beautiful poetry. I am sure you will be blessed and encouraged by her words.

Take a Look at Creation

Today you reached my weary heart

With a simple word of truth

You love us simply as we are,

And with what we’re going through.

Today the waves which found the sand,

Spoke of an even greater plan,

How could a God who made all this,

Be absent from this scene?

The stretch of sky, the flight of birds, and the perfect depth of sea.

This beauty spoke of a creative God.

But one who cared enough to tell, 

That in His word we mean more to him, 

Than any bird or sea that dwells. 

He made us for his purposes,

Which our human heart can’t fully understand

But we know he needs us to spread His love,

And healing by his hands.

Just take a tender look, at a newborn infant babe,

It’s eyes speak of it’s soul,

And loving hands God gave.

Heavens mystery may be ours to find,

And right now on earth…we live.

But we know God must be personable,

Because he says ‘man dwells with Him.’